June 1, 2011

my bestfriend's birthday

today is not just any ordinary day...

just some two days ago, i decided to let go of the fact that i will never be the same person again knowing that i would have to say goodbye to one of my closest friends. that really made me hurt so much.

yet, i am not losing hope. because one day, i know, that my life would be entirely different if i have the courage to wait and not give up...

happy birthday bes...

May 22, 2011

rainy days and mondays

today is unlike any other mondays. aside form the usual session here in the office, what sets this day apart is the fact that i am facing people who have hurt me and i have to live with that fact for the rest of my BEAUTIFUL life.

i am not a perfect employee nor am i a perfect person. but i think, people like me, deserve to be treated in a manner which is somehow humane and to have an equal right to be confronted in a private conversation...

what happened last week served as a challenge for me to do better and to control my temper, to respect people because of their position even if they act unworthy of it, to understand others and to be humble enough to accept that sometimes, no matter how your intentions are supposed to benefit the majority, anyone could put malice in it. still, i am grateful God has allowed me to enjoy the blessings my work has to offer.

Lord, grant me the strength to accept the things i cannot change..

April 13, 2011

re-writing..

after more than a couple of years, i am again ready to continue my life's chronicles. i am moving on.. beginning new pages but never leaving my precious memories which has led me to this entirely new journey. i am different now, though somehow, i am and will always be the same. and as i find my way to another chapter of an uncertain book, i will be unfolding the previous pages i have made invisible. my throne is never left empty... i had only walked around to explore the kingdom and deal with the realities life has to teach me outside the walls i have built around me. i am wounded, yet still strong enough to stand and look back...